gw lagi didepan komputer dan pengen aja nulis blog baru...
hmm gw lagi dengerin lagu lama Billy nih... ga kerasa yah pertama kali gw denger lagu2 ini tuh sekitar 8 tahun yang lalu, Billy pun masih imut, gw juga sih,hehehe...
huh, I said this so many times,"life flies so fast".
8 tahun yang lalu gw umur berapa ya?? hm...11 tahun, gw udah masuk smp, suasana baru, temen baru, kegiatan baru, dan tentunya cinta baru(hayooo jangan mikir mcem2, maksud gw si billy itu,hehehe)
he change my life alot, I cant say how thankfull I am, to found such an awsome person like him, he's not perfect, no body perfect, but he's perfect enough for me ^_^.
his voice is so beautifull, I find some peace on it, even when it changed, it's still wonderfull.
well, I can say I'm a close person, I cant tell anyone what I really feel, but with billy beside me, well the fact is his voice and his songs beside me, it's enough to accompany me to move on with my life.
I grow up with his songs, and I really glad with that. Friends come and leave, but his voice never leave me. I know this is not good, it's not real, but it feels so real for me.
you may think, also most of my friends think, I'm like his freaky fans, well, I'm not. you need prove do you?let see, I just have his pictures and videos, also ofcourse the CD. that's all,even I don't have his last CD. I'm not sad or anything if I heard he has a girlfriend. otherwise I'm happy to hear that.Also I'm not really excited to meet him, don't get me wrong, I want to meet him and see him directly, but I know that's almost impossible,I'm OK with that.There's no need to force myself to go after him until usa...lol.
I'm just admire him. He's such a great rollmodel, an inspiration. I wanna share what I have from him to the other.
Billy is always be in my past, present, and future.
love ya Billy, good luck with your life and never give up, that's what you always said to all of us.
I always with you.
your admirer,
nurieen
