November 3th 2007
It has been 1 year I join psmut....
tadi gw ikut wisuda buat nyanyi disana, dan gw baru nyadar ternyata tepat 1 tahun yang lalu gw ikut nyanyi wisuda untuk pertama kalinya...
ga kerasa ya, udah 1 taun aja, gw masih inget tuh 1 taun yang lalu, gw masih anak baru, ga tau mo nyanyi lagu apa aja, trus gw cuman bisa ngobrol sama K' yuli yang kebetulan duduk dibelakang juga sama gw, tapi sekarang dia udah di wisuda aja, huh gw kapan ya???
Ada satu hal yang sama antara gw nyanyi tahun ini dan tahun kemaren, gw tetep merasa sendiri walaupun banyak orang disana, as always...
kadang gw ngiri, kenapa sih orang punya temen deket dan bisa sharing bareng sedangkan gw ngga??? Kenapa orang lain bisa mengungkapkan semua persaaannya sedangkan gw ga bisa??? Kenapa orang lain bisa marah2 ato ngomel dengan gampang kalo mereka ga suka sedangkan gw ga bisa begitu???Kenapa orang lain bisa mengungkapkan semua persaaannya sedangkan gw ga bisa???Kenapa gw sesalu menjadi orang yang canggung kalo udah bicara masalah2 pribadi???
Gw pikir itu penyakit gw yang mungkin ga bakalan sembuh kalo gw ga mau ngobatinnya.... like Allah says" I won't change the people if they don't want to change by themself".Gw pengen berubah tapi ga tau caranya gimana, mungkin sekarang gw cuman bisa menerimanya aja...
yang gw bisa lakukan adalah gw harus merasa enjoy dengan diri gw sendiri, being nurieen who always want to make people smlile, who never want looking people sad, who always be patient to all people, never give up, who always play after every storm, who love Computer,love music,love Billy gilman, love all people beside her....
I Might be never have a close friends, but I do have a familly and bestfriends who always want to help me if I need it...
at least I Have god and my computer to sharing a thing, Unlike other people out there who dont have anyone even god...
So nurieen cheer up, You're lucky already....^_^
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Our eyes are for Looking a things,
but they are also for crying when we are very happy or verry sad
Our ears are for listening,
but also are our heart
Our noses are for smelling food
but also the wind and the grass
and if we try very hard, butterfly
Our hands are for feeling,
but also for hugging and touching so gently
Our mouth and tongue are for tasting
but also for saying words like
I LOVE YOU
and THANK YOU GOD FOR ALL THIS THINGS....
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