Libur telah tiba...hahaha.... walaupun masih 2 kali uas lagi sih gw..
Akhirnya punya waktu juga untuk melakukan yang disebut "my things",senangnya...
sebenernya sih gw bingung mo nlis apa, sembari nunggu donloadnya selesai gw nulis blog deh..hmm...
Belakangan ini Gw sempet berpikir tentang hidup,teori gw tentang hidup yang gw tulis waktu lalu masih sama sih sebenernya,cuman pertanyaan lama muncul kembali di kepala gw, seperti lagunya Billy Gilman "What's Forever For?"
Begini loh gw punya beberapa pemikiran :
If God want a peace in this world, why He create worst feeling like hate, jealous etc.
If God want us to make a wonderful world, why He seperate Us into many pieces.
and again, Why God creat Us and all this Universe??
I know it's beyond of my things, but if I think deeply, I dont have any reason to live in this world, I mean as far as I can remember I dont choose to live? I dont choose to have a wonderful family, friends and people around me??
But when I look back, I said to myself,Ihave many reason to not continue my life, but I have lots more to survive in this world.
Like in Billy's song" ...Love is the key"..
maybe it's sound silly and pointless but, Love is the greatest things that god can give to me, I don't care about the reason that God create me,about all bad things that already and will happen to me, if He give that love in my heart, give me to love someone around me,my familly,my friends, give me a change to spread this feeling to anyone else, to sharing what I have in this life, to love a wonderfull things that can happened in this world, and
the most important is giving me some love to trust Him everyday in my life....
All the problem will become much more smaller if I have faith in love that God given to me, it give me a strenght to survive in this rough life,
beside, Life is not that bad afterall, if we can realize the good things that life can brings ^_^
-nurieen-
