It has been 10 years, crazy huh???
I still remember how he looks like,
The way he smile,
The way he angry,
I remember how he call me,
sometimes we fought like we hate each other, but then we realize that we love each other so much, I love him more than anything, even now...
There's funny, huh??? for all this years, I still remember all about him, I know what he sounds like, his expression, oh yeah, he love video games,and sometimes we play all night long,hahahha, my mom don't much agree about that...lol.
He always be a good boy, I've asking for half of my life, why must he?why not me?
I mean, everybody like him.who doesn't? Until now, even 10 years later, many people still feel sad and remember him well, at least he have a really good friend who always think about him and be his bestfriend forever.
Otherwise, if it happened to me, it won't affect much. As long as I know, my sibling will be happy if we switch position, they will be much happier if they have him than me.My parents, it would change much, practically, they loosing a children anyway, no matter it's me or him.And about my friends, well, I believe they will be feel sad, but it won't be long, they will move on with their life and left my memories behind. different with him, at least he has someone that feel soo lost when he left, until now...
It has been 10 years that I don't see your smile,
It has been 10 years that I don't hear your voice,
It has been 10 years that we don't play together,
It has been 10 years that we don't fight anymore,
It has been 10 years that you don't ruining my life,
It has been 10 years that I imagine how you looks like today,
It has been 10 years that I saw my mom crying whe she remember you,
It has been 10 years that I wodering why it must be happened,
It has been 10 years that you leave me, and
It has been 10 years that you always live inside of me.
maybe you already gone, but your soul life in me,
I miss you so much, but I agree to letting you go,
I accept that you're not with me again...
There so much things going on in my life, even good or bad, but you are the strongest reason that keep me alive today...
I never understand why life can give so much and take so much away...
What I understand is, I love you so much and I don't want to back into an old me, I just trying to be like you wanted to do, to be someone like you...
You give me 7 years living with you, to be your sister, a chance to know you and make me to be a better person, thanks...
Maybe you leave me, but I never ever forget you,^_^
rest in peace, brother, you can keep my promises..
luv always,
nurieen
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