well, it's been a long time since I wrote in this blog, now here we go, first post in 2009,YAY...
I just Thought my life is so perfect now, I have a wonderful familly, awsome friends, and I live in the peaceful place, just perfect. but why, at the moment I have a problem that really hard to forget, just a little problem but affact me soo much.
As long as I live in this world, I never imagine that I have someone that I really care of, someone that brings a peaceful circumtances around me, and that person is real. But now, he just have a happiness and a problem at the same time, a problem that can make huge damage, he may don't know or don't really think about it, I wanna help, show him the right path,but I can't do anything to make it better.
am I a bad person? I mean, he never told me about his secret, the secret that finally I know it by myself. I really scared, you know,I scared that I cant help at all, I scared that when he find out that I already know for a long time, he will left me.
yeah, it's not my bussiness anyaway, who am I? maybe I'm nothing for him, but I really love him, he's more than like brother to me, I know he is in the wrong path, I wanna help him, but how???
I try to get over it, try to thinking somethingelse, but I can't. it really bother me.Tell me, God, what should I do? give me some chance to help him... Give me some chance to feel that I'm usefull in this world, at least for people around me.
I just try hard to think positive, the best thing that I can do...
as you know, if you change your mind and need me, just call me, cos' I'm still here...
love,
nurieen
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when you change the way you look at things
The things you look at change
I can see the world so differently
Seeing things your way
There's a path that's right in front of me
That's been calling me for days
And I know that when you walk with me
It will be for always
You give me everything I have
Everything I need
You are the reason why I believe
