Everyone has their own strength and weakness, mine is Others...
It's simple, as long as everyone in my life's happy, it will work just fine. Otherwise, if they are suffering, my life turns to be a mess. Lots of my friend told me that I am stupid. Just too stupid to be crushed. But for me, it doesn't matter to wait couple of hours, or take a bus alone just because the car already full, etc. As long as everyone is happy, that's worth it.
My biggest strength is doing thing for others. I just realize that everything I do is always work when I'm doing something for someone else. Otherwise, if I do it only for myself, for my own satisfaction, it seems didn't work well. My Final Project for example, at the first time, I did it for myself, for some kind of proovement that I capable with it. But, you know what happened, everything in a messed. Until one point, when I almost gave up, some people supported me. They never gave up on me. At that time, I tried to going on and finished it, not for me, but for them, only for them. Then, the result just too good to be true. The highest result that I could ever expected. That's because of them, not me.
So, it's easy to make me happy, just make your life full of happiness. Truly happiness, not a fake. Cos' somehow I know it, I can feel it. ^_^
Now I can move on with my life. Because I know something that make my life worth it. That is you. People around me, who lives with full of happiness.
You don't have to think much about me, don't worry, even when I'm in the worst condition or even no body stand beside me, I'll be fine, because I never by myself, I still have HIM. well, He always give someone beside me anyway. LOL
I'm truly blessed that I have you guys in my life, always have someone to accompany me through this life. Even with a different person. Allah always kind to me, He always gives what I need. Thank You. ^_^
I realize, nothing last forever, even my mom. Everyone comes and by. But, before someone leave, I will enjoy every single moment with him/her. Because I know, one day, in the future, when everything seems not right, when I want to stop and give up, I can remember some memories, wonderful memories that I have, about people who make my life so beautiful. Then, suddenly, it will be my biggest strength to move on.
so guys, if you feel your life is empty, here a little advice. Find your most strength and weakness. It helps you to realize that your life is worth it. well, at least, it works for me...LOL
Life is too beautiful to be wasted!
Good luck with your life, with my life...
Love,
nurieen
