Someone told me, more or less "If you already have a home, but you are want to buy another home so bad, then go for it. You'll never want to buy another home if you comfort enough with your old home."
Everyone has their own home, whether you choose it by yourself or inheritance from your parents. When you decide to buy a home, you think it carefully, consider many options, until you finally sure it makes you comfortable, buy it and very happy for having it.
But time goes on. Everything is not what you expected. You started to change it to make you feel comfortable. You can repainted, change its windows, its doors, but you can't do anything with its shape and space. Then, you started to look another one. At first, you looking for a holiday. Spend some night in a perfect hotel or cottage, travel around the world, but, you realize that you miss your home and come back. Unfortunately, you back to your home with its problem. Now, you started to look another home, more big, more beautiful, more in everything. When you find one, you make every effort to buy it. You dream it every day. You work hard to gain some money and you come home late, you don't realize that your current home is actually begin leaking, brittle because termites and rusty.
Meanwhile, the home itself is very happy to do everything to make you feel comfortable, even when it must feels suffered enough in the process of mounting spikes to attach your favorite painting, or dismantling to replace a new window and door. It also feels so greatful when you fix its broken ceilling. But one thing that it can't give is just more space, and another location that maybe close enough with your current office.
When finally you can afford a new home, you leave your old one. Lucky, if it sold quickly and find a new occupant, but if it is not, it will wait patiently. Until, one day, someone will come, with a gratitude, strive to get his dream home, and finally buy it and live forever with it. Another possibility, that person never come, but it still waiting, until it is decay, collapse, and destroyed. And it still thankful for what it has already experienced. At least, it become a history, become a part of universe, become a part of the effort.
For me, it is almost impossible to move to a new home. Even there are many leaks, brittle and not so big, but if I still can fix it with all I have, all my effort, then it always still my only home, which always give me a comfort place to rest. I will always faithful with my home, until it is death, or dissapear.
Have a nice day, guys, have a really great one! ^_^
Love,
nurieen
