Everyone has their own strength and weakness, mine is Others...
It's simple, as long as everyone in my life's happy, it will work just fine. Otherwise, if they are suffering, my life turns to be a mess. Lots of my friend told me that I am stupid. Just too stupid to be crushed. But for me, it doesn't matter to wait couple of hours, or take a bus alone just because the car already full, etc. As long as everyone is happy, that's worth it.
My biggest strength is doing thing for others. I just realize that everything I do is always work when I'm doing something for someone else. Otherwise, if I do it only for myself, for my own satisfaction, it seems didn't work well. My Final Project for example, at the first time, I did it for myself, for some kind of proovement that I capable with it. But, you know what happened, everything in a messed. Until one point, when I almost gave up, some people supported me. They never gave up on me. At that time, I tried to going on and finished it, not for me, but for them, only for them. Then, the result just too good to be true. The highest result that I could ever expected. That's because of them, not me.
So, it's easy to make me happy, just make your life full of happiness. Truly happiness, not a fake. Cos' somehow I know it, I can feel it. ^_^
Now I can move on with my life. Because I know something that make my life worth it. That is you. People around me, who lives with full of happiness.
You don't have to think much about me, don't worry, even when I'm in the worst condition or even no body stand beside me, I'll be fine, because I never by myself, I still have HIM. well, He always give someone beside me anyway. LOL
I'm truly blessed that I have you guys in my life, always have someone to accompany me through this life. Even with a different person. Allah always kind to me, He always gives what I need. Thank You. ^_^
I realize, nothing last forever, even my mom. Everyone comes and by. But, before someone leave, I will enjoy every single moment with him/her. Because I know, one day, in the future, when everything seems not right, when I want to stop and give up, I can remember some memories, wonderful memories that I have, about people who make my life so beautiful. Then, suddenly, it will be my biggest strength to move on.
so guys, if you feel your life is empty, here a little advice. Find your most strength and weakness. It helps you to realize that your life is worth it. well, at least, it works for me...LOL
Life is too beautiful to be wasted!
Good luck with your life, with my life...
Love,
nurieen
Friday, August 20, 2010
Monday, January 05, 2009
When you change the way U look at things, the things U look at change...
well, it's been a long time since I wrote in this blog, now here we go, first post in 2009,YAY...
I just Thought my life is so perfect now, I have a wonderful familly, awsome friends, and I live in the peaceful place, just perfect. but why, at the moment I have a problem that really hard to forget, just a little problem but affact me soo much.
As long as I live in this world, I never imagine that I have someone that I really care of, someone that brings a peaceful circumtances around me, and that person is real. But now, he just have a happiness and a problem at the same time, a problem that can make huge damage, he may don't know or don't really think about it, I wanna help, show him the right path,but I can't do anything to make it better.
am I a bad person? I mean, he never told me about his secret, the secret that finally I know it by myself. I really scared, you know,I scared that I cant help at all, I scared that when he find out that I already know for a long time, he will left me.
yeah, it's not my bussiness anyaway, who am I? maybe I'm nothing for him, but I really love him, he's more than like brother to me, I know he is in the wrong path, I wanna help him, but how???
I try to get over it, try to thinking somethingelse, but I can't. it really bother me.Tell me, God, what should I do? give me some chance to help him... Give me some chance to feel that I'm usefull in this world, at least for people around me.
I just try hard to think positive, the best thing that I can do...
as you know, if you change your mind and need me, just call me, cos' I'm still here...
love,
nurieen
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when you change the way you look at things
The things you look at change
I can see the world so differently
Seeing things your way
There's a path that's right in front of me
That's been calling me for days
And I know that when you walk with me
It will be for always
You give me everything I have
Everything I need
You are the reason why I believe
I just Thought my life is so perfect now, I have a wonderful familly, awsome friends, and I live in the peaceful place, just perfect. but why, at the moment I have a problem that really hard to forget, just a little problem but affact me soo much.
As long as I live in this world, I never imagine that I have someone that I really care of, someone that brings a peaceful circumtances around me, and that person is real. But now, he just have a happiness and a problem at the same time, a problem that can make huge damage, he may don't know or don't really think about it, I wanna help, show him the right path,but I can't do anything to make it better.
am I a bad person? I mean, he never told me about his secret, the secret that finally I know it by myself. I really scared, you know,I scared that I cant help at all, I scared that when he find out that I already know for a long time, he will left me.
yeah, it's not my bussiness anyaway, who am I? maybe I'm nothing for him, but I really love him, he's more than like brother to me, I know he is in the wrong path, I wanna help him, but how???
I try to get over it, try to thinking somethingelse, but I can't. it really bother me.Tell me, God, what should I do? give me some chance to help him... Give me some chance to feel that I'm usefull in this world, at least for people around me.
I just try hard to think positive, the best thing that I can do...
as you know, if you change your mind and need me, just call me, cos' I'm still here...
love,
nurieen
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when you change the way you look at things
The things you look at change
I can see the world so differently
Seeing things your way
There's a path that's right in front of me
That's been calling me for days
And I know that when you walk with me
It will be for always
You give me everything I have
Everything I need
You are the reason why I believe
Friday, October 17, 2008
18101998---18102008...
It has been 10 years, crazy huh???
I still remember how he looks like,
The way he smile,
The way he angry,
I remember how he call me,
sometimes we fought like we hate each other, but then we realize that we love each other so much, I love him more than anything, even now...
There's funny, huh??? for all this years, I still remember all about him, I know what he sounds like, his expression, oh yeah, he love video games,and sometimes we play all night long,hahahha, my mom don't much agree about that...lol.
He always be a good boy, I've asking for half of my life, why must he?why not me?
I mean, everybody like him.who doesn't? Until now, even 10 years later, many people still feel sad and remember him well, at least he have a really good friend who always think about him and be his bestfriend forever.
Otherwise, if it happened to me, it won't affect much. As long as I know, my sibling will be happy if we switch position, they will be much happier if they have him than me.My parents, it would change much, practically, they loosing a children anyway, no matter it's me or him.And about my friends, well, I believe they will be feel sad, but it won't be long, they will move on with their life and left my memories behind. different with him, at least he has someone that feel soo lost when he left, until now...
It has been 10 years that I don't see your smile,
It has been 10 years that I don't hear your voice,
It has been 10 years that we don't play together,
It has been 10 years that we don't fight anymore,
It has been 10 years that you don't ruining my life,
It has been 10 years that I imagine how you looks like today,
It has been 10 years that I saw my mom crying whe she remember you,
It has been 10 years that I wodering why it must be happened,
It has been 10 years that you leave me, and
It has been 10 years that you always live inside of me.
maybe you already gone, but your soul life in me,
I miss you so much, but I agree to letting you go,
I accept that you're not with me again...
There so much things going on in my life, even good or bad, but you are the strongest reason that keep me alive today...
I never understand why life can give so much and take so much away...
What I understand is, I love you so much and I don't want to back into an old me, I just trying to be like you wanted to do, to be someone like you...
You give me 7 years living with you, to be your sister, a chance to know you and make me to be a better person, thanks...
Maybe you leave me, but I never ever forget you,^_^
rest in peace, brother, you can keep my promises..
luv always,
nurieen
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I still remember how he looks like,
The way he smile,
The way he angry,
I remember how he call me,
sometimes we fought like we hate each other, but then we realize that we love each other so much, I love him more than anything, even now...
There's funny, huh??? for all this years, I still remember all about him, I know what he sounds like, his expression, oh yeah, he love video games,and sometimes we play all night long,hahahha, my mom don't much agree about that...lol.
He always be a good boy, I've asking for half of my life, why must he?why not me?
I mean, everybody like him.who doesn't? Until now, even 10 years later, many people still feel sad and remember him well, at least he have a really good friend who always think about him and be his bestfriend forever.
Otherwise, if it happened to me, it won't affect much. As long as I know, my sibling will be happy if we switch position, they will be much happier if they have him than me.My parents, it would change much, practically, they loosing a children anyway, no matter it's me or him.And about my friends, well, I believe they will be feel sad, but it won't be long, they will move on with their life and left my memories behind. different with him, at least he has someone that feel soo lost when he left, until now...
It has been 10 years that I don't see your smile,
It has been 10 years that I don't hear your voice,
It has been 10 years that we don't play together,
It has been 10 years that we don't fight anymore,
It has been 10 years that you don't ruining my life,
It has been 10 years that I imagine how you looks like today,
It has been 10 years that I saw my mom crying whe she remember you,
It has been 10 years that I wodering why it must be happened,
It has been 10 years that you leave me, and
It has been 10 years that you always live inside of me.
maybe you already gone, but your soul life in me,
I miss you so much, but I agree to letting you go,
I accept that you're not with me again...
There so much things going on in my life, even good or bad, but you are the strongest reason that keep me alive today...
I never understand why life can give so much and take so much away...
What I understand is, I love you so much and I don't want to back into an old me, I just trying to be like you wanted to do, to be someone like you...
You give me 7 years living with you, to be your sister, a chance to know you and make me to be a better person, thanks...
Maybe you leave me, but I never ever forget you,^_^
rest in peace, brother, you can keep my promises..
luv always,
nurieen
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