wah, 2 post dalam sehari,hehehehehe..
banyak yg pengen gw ceritain nih, tapi ga sempet gara2 gw lagi sibuk( hm.. gaya bener dah!), berhubung Internet gw dirumah ud dicabut, jadinya ya onlinenya ga bisa sering2, ga punya duit bwat ke warnet, hahahahaha....
Dimulai dengan Ip gw,yang, huh.... mesti SP deh gw, itu berarti gw mesti cari duit nih, soalnya bonyok gw ga mau byarin kalo SP, lagian itu kan tanggung jawab gw,salah sendiri gw bego, hahahaha, wajar lah kalo mereka ga bayarin.... ud dapet sih dikit2, mulai dari jadi operator training, bkin video2, mudah2an mah yang bikin web itu jadi, doain yah... Kalo mo bantu gw ayo donk kasih jobnya, jangan pelit2, lo bisa email gw di "nurieen87@yahoo.com" membutuhkan segera nih..hhehehehehe....
gw jadi inget apa yang dibilang ama bang fritz waktu latihan kemaren, "if you have talent,it's a gift, show it!", (yah ga gitu juga sih persisnya, tapi seinget gw itu intinya, soalnya kan ingetan gw hanya bertahan sehari, hahahaha).
Yang jadi masalah adalah, bukannya sombong nih, I have more than one talent! I'm good in computer, not bad in piano, guitar, drum, singing, and other stuff. I know that's amazing, but I don't know, I'm kinda confused. Now, I begin accidently love my major, Industrial Enginering, I feel I fit with that. Even at first, I'm not serious when I choose that major.
Everyone is unique, with the talent that they have. I want to be one of them. I want to be great in something, you know what I mean?? I want to learn as much as I can so I'm expert in whatever it is. but I can't. I just have 24 hours a day, I'm just an ordinary girl and I can't Focus with all of them. But I also Couldn't choose, I love all of them. I know I must greatfull for what I have, I really do, but I really confused with all of this.
I want to be normal, have something that I really good at and not afraid to show it with other people, Spend my times with my friends,hanging out with them, even have someone that I can talk to and sharing whatever I want to share. Have Something that I can proud of. But I can't. I know I'm weird.
Please Lord, Help me... What should I do??? What you want me to do??I really confused. I 'm too love with everything that you gave to me, but I can not be an expert with all of them. I just can't. I need a help, I feel lost and empty, please give me an answer????
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