Taking a Risk, Again.

"every single moment in life is a pivotal moment. Every day has a moment where you can change everything-the problem is that we are scared to recognise this moment… my favourite point in this interview… a great message to the people who deny or forget to recognise these moments just because they feel a fear of taking risks." -Paulo Coelho-

It's rainny outside, I can't go home, so I think I can write something.

Hfffhhh... That's the only word that can describe myself right now, but, in a good way ofcourse. You can't imagine how thankful I am, everything is back to normal. Peaceful comes most of the times, I can think clear now, everything just perfectly amazing.

I've been through very, very difficult time, since I decide to follow my heart. And also the last 2 years is like hell to me. You have no idea about it. I was jealous when people can tell their problem to someone they trust, without any judgement or anger from them. I was jealous they have such a people like that. Or I am jealous to someone who can tell all their problems to others. Cos' life is too hard when there are no one there to lift you up when you're down.

I know God and universe already test me, my instincts guide me to out of my comfort zone, so I can be evolved. And, they did that in the most cruled way. All bad things comes in one period times, all by myself, literally. But, when I am dying, just a few second from death, His hand pulled me up, with all His sign, with all His light. I started understand many things, become tolerant, become a better one.

I just wanna say that, I've been through what human being need to become a better person. I understand many things, many feelings, and appreciate life. Just keep trying and keep positive. I'm still in recovery, but when all done, I will take another risk to follow my heart.

Here a little advise, always listen to your heart, follow it. That's the God's last way to communicate with us. No matter how hard will be, just remember, that is what you need. And, the most important thing, find someone that can listen all your problems, lift you up, make you comfortable. That person is so near with you, have faith on him. Life will be more easier. Trust me.

Good luck, guys!

Love,

nurieen